maybe i'm miserable

by riverlynn

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released July 1, 2014



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i'm riverlynn and i make sad music in my bedroom

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Track Name: thoughts
it's 3 a.m. and my mind is wandering
to thoughts of you and death
but mostly what happens after them

some mornings i wake up and remember i'm alive
but i'm never sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing
because when i'm lying in bed with tears in my eyes
i think about how beautiful it would be to just fall asleep and never wake up again
but if only it was that easy

because when i'm lying in bed with you
i think about the color of your eyes or the creases in your lips or how your skin feels pressed against my own

because when i'm lying in bed with my blankets wrapped tight around me
i think about the darkness surrounding and how at any minute it could cave in and reclaim my life as it's own
but then again

i'm never sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing
Track Name: faded
sometimes my mind wanders and i start thinking about all the people who are no longer in my life
those i left behind or who left me
or something else entirely
that summer romance I had two years ago
my best friend from fifth grade
even my mom's old friends from work

those people you just stop talking to
and that thought scares me more than anything because all the people in my life now might turn into the people i no longer hear from
or talk to
or see
and i don't want that to happen
i don't want you to become one of those people